Man, all my life I feel like I've been the one trying to accommodate others and as a result I have not been able to truly express myself and my needs.
And I am FUCKING tired of it.
I truly believe that the outer world is a reflection of how you treat/view yourself (just as much as it is a reflection of how you treat/view others), and I have stepped aside out of fear that my mom will be upset if I tell her about the tattoo I am trying to get. Out of fear that I will lose brownie points with professors if I stand up to them and tell them that they are being unfair. Out of fear that expressing my opinion will get others butthurt. Out of fear of having to step outside of my comfort zone and put my true emotions, thoughts and passions out there. I'm an empathetic, peace loving person, but by not taking that risk, by not every once in a while telling somebody that this is what I feel and if they dont like it well they're just going to have to get the fuck over it, I am hurting myself. I need to stand up for myself freely.
Move over world, I fucking have needs just like the rest of you and you
ARE going to start accommodating them just as I have respectfully done
for you. And if you don't like it, well you are just going to have to fucking deal with it.
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