Creepy Flounder

Whenever somebody I knew in person like from high school or something dies, I immediately go on their facebook page, read all of the "i miss you rip" wall posts, check their status, etc. to see if I can gain insight as to why they died before that information becomes widely released. It's like being in a murder mystery except it's real; is that fucked up? It's not that I don't feel for them/their loved ones, it's just that I wanna know, dammit!